LIFE is a JOURNEY & an EXPERIENCE, which follows a 0-1-0 pattern;
it begins & ends with “0”, since you are born, you will die, & both are pre-defined by God, but there is “1” in middle ; its like a maxima between two minima points; & the maxima is up to you, and is based on your karma ~ TheVIP
Life has NO purpose whatsoever & if you have cooked up something, like developing an inexpensive operating system so everyone can own a computer or design a popular electric car, its your ego to satisfy your own mind … otherwise, God has already given you everything to enjoy life,
the best you could do is “be happy & enjoy life” and second best is “to help someone in need, as long as you have surplus of happiness/resources”
the only exception to above statement is to attain Moksha, which is beyond the scope for most people;
& a few those who are on that path don’t look for any other “material” purpose in first place anyway.
life is NOT short … the great Indian mathematician Ramanujan lived only for 32 years, and after 100+ years of his death, some very smart people in today’s world are still figuring out what he wrote in his notebooks
since most of my work is exploratory (hence my title as Explorer), things happen in due course of time, i don’t follow “SMART goals,” specifically the time constraint to do anything, typical for an INTP; hence the accomplishments are purely accidental, but most of them are done while walking, hiking, camping, driving & traveling to places as documented in Travel Section; although i roughly estimated that it would take a decade (2014 -2023) to complete Mission & Vision [1] while walking on Golden Gate Bridge & streets of San Francisco in Aug 2014 & … & it came just about right …!
further, I already have a Mission & Vision [2] for the following decade – 2024 – 2033, but no goals, lifestyle around Wellness as TheVIP embarks a new journey into next decade.
Why does it take a decade for me to accomplish anything?
Its a fair question … most people when they try to solve a problem … define it as What’s the problem? … then look at its symptoms, and find a fix – an analytical approach … on the other hand, when i define a problem, the starting point is “Why is there a problem? … then i define it holistically and look for cause and effect & keep going deeper to understand the whole system, and i end up fixing the problem, rather eliminating the problem; & of course, i like to work alone, so there are no pressures or constraints .. it works with my attitude that it takes whatever it takes … the outcome of the thesis is a large-language-model (using AI language parlance, although my thesis purely based on HI – Human Intelligence) of 500 words (!numbers), which define & capture MB using Behavioral Physics & behavioral Maths – both developed by mua … you can’t find them in any text books .. ! … the beauty of using HI vs AI is that not only it doesn’t require any $40,000 GPU from NVDA, it doesn’t require any computers at all, rather spicy Indian food in my tummy & nature in my mind provide enough energy to handle any movements in financial markets .. & people wonder ke Albert pintoo ko gussanh kyon ata hai ..?
THX – XMas 2023 ( SLC) – Sep 2024; v7
THX 2023: started re-organizing the whole thesis around Behaviors; like re-writing a C program into C++; consolidated my thoughts during the trip to SLC and walks in the snow in the mountains; post SLC rewrote v2 of Palmistry, dTB & Drivers
started testing as v6.2 around Makar Sankranti – & the results are phenomenon, although no new concepts are added, simply the existing ones redefined as v2 of various disciplines
Mar 2024 – MahaShivRatri
changed the coordinate system from “struct-space-time” to “time-struct–space” & data points as “H vs !H” – Happening vs not-Happening .. like Heisenberg’s Uncertainty principle; this changes the sequence of disciplines that i use in decision making
Jun 2024
finalized MB Diff Eq. using Behavioral Physics, v2 & Behavioral Maths v2 (2023) using Vars[5] { Emotions Force Time Struct Space } … started this exercise in Q3 2018, when i imagined that there will be 5 variables to capture MB, based on no. of elements used in Einstein’s as well as Newton’s eq. – If you can’t solve a problem w/ 5 Vars, you don’t have a solution yet ..!
& it turned out to be exactly 5, but it took 6 years to arrive at them .. & now they are here ..!
Sep 2024
finalized T/Coord on the trip to Monument Valley & Mesa Verde Park
Oct 2023
Top quartile trader in a world-wide competition for futures trading, organized by CME Group
Sep 2023
Honored Listee at Marquee Who’s Who for my research in Behavior Finance
Feb – Nov 2023, v6
in Feb 2023, came up with Z (Market Energy), which changed everything, again! … so i called it v6, in which each of disciplines was rewritten as v2; rewrote the model, now based on e-Momentum and e-Energy (e- stands for emotions)
May 2023, i came up with a thought that since i am using Behavior-Math to capture MB, shouldn’t i be using behavior-numbers, instead of normal numbers [0 .. 9] – fixed magnitude, equidistant from zero, which i have been using so far; so, i came with new ways to capture Market Behavior where each unit is an independent wave, variable amplitude in time and also the starting point of the wave (known as phase may vary, giving sine vs cosine waves)
with new ingredients, i developed of B-Math, v2; where all Market operations are done based on wavy nature of its units (i call them behavior numerals) & rewrote, the whole thesis, again, starting my visit to Los Angeles, when Market had the first serious drop of 2023 & the 1st [of 3] turnarounds on my B’day until Page AZ in Sep; market TA on the last Lunar Eclipse of the Year (Oct 28 2023)
Jul 2020 – Dec 2022, v5
Janmasthami 2020 [in Corona lock down], i had a new set of thoughts, thinking about Market Behavior (MB) as a finite set [of objects], collectively i called them as Market Universe (MU); i.e. not only MB is NOT random, but also, its a collection of finite & fixed set of pre-defined objects/behaviors, which are based on Human behaviors; just like an electron has a discrete & finite set of energy states possible (per Quantum Mechanics)
Unlike a thinking of time, as liner, in Hinduism, time is considered as cyclic, & and top of that i added that it runs over nested cycles, starting with Sanatan (means which has no beginning & no end, a concept from Hinduism) & many cycles underneath; which led to v5 & the first version of the model.
v5.1 was about developing cycles of time; which followed a camping trip in Snow State Park, UT in August … after returning from the trip, came up with new set of ideas, which became v5.2, which lasted till US presidential election (Nov 2020), when i made a trip to Death Valley, where i conceived the concept dT : phi , & developed between THX & X-Mas 2020 (v5.3)
Jan 2021 (Makar Sankranti), things changed, again!, as i began thinking about Market Behavior as Uncertainty vs Certainty; i.e. what i know at any point of time vs what i don’t or can’t, which led me to think in terms of Heisenberg’s principle of uncertainty, as when you dealing with Uncertainty, only few variables can be captured as pre-defined and let others go; although when defined mathematically, one can be derived from the other, as in probability distribution of location of electron, the timing & nature [of structure] can not be predicted in advance.
what the hell i am talking about … ? only time will tell (Jul 2021), but it feels exciting and keeps me going, although i am on v5 now & the 8th year of this journey.
2021 has been non-stop learning and experimenting … that Ms.M runs within a guided path in her own universe, driven by pre-defined events and structs … based on the famous line that .. “space time defines matter how to move; and matter tells space-time how to curve” … Universe is simply a balance of forces ..!
spent 2021 developing Behavior-Mathematics & rewriting the whole thesis in B-Maths as v5.4 & turned into A Restaurant based model in the summer of 2022, as v5.5 & finally added Predator vs Prey Behaviors in Dec 2022 (Cabo Mexico).
Jul 2019 – Jun 2020 : v4
started v4, on top of v2 & v3 – the macro & the micro into one; plus, introduction of emotional wave principle as one of MB … & later i added a completely new mathematics to handle human emotions and behavior; i.e. price is a wave and is an outcome based on current state of human emotions & change in price is based on human behavior in reaction to external forces – sounds like a model of physics built using mathematical equations – & that’s exactly what it is – something, i aspired to do for a long time.
here is the travel log with v4:
v4.1 (May): camping trip to Zion, UT
v4.2 (Aug): Palm Springs & San Diego, CA
v4.3 (Sep): another camping trip to Grand Canyon, AZ
v4.4 (Nov): Steamboat Springs, CO
v4.5 (Dec): Poipu Beach, Kauai, HI
the duration of the versions is decreasing rapidly as v1 took about 10 years (2000 – 2010) working part-time, v2 about 2.5 years working full-time … v3 took one & half years as my life cycle was simply: trading – researching – experimenting, documenting & testing; plus cooking, eating & sleeping; & v4 has been an extension of v3 life style.
for some reasons, in Dec 2019 (Kauai trip, v4), i thought i will be done for a while, but the funny thing about my mind is that it never stops … so in 2020, as i integrated e-pendulum principle (PP) with wave principle (WP), i had a new chain of thoughts … like light, which behaves as particle as well as wave, price also has a point as well as wave behavior .. just to share a synopsis.
& then Corona arrived on Wall Street on 02/2020 … what a timing ..? & market had the fastest ever drop of 36% … for me, each market drop gives the opportunity to live in a hurricane and learn things about it, & this one was the biggest since i started trading (Feb 2011).
Diwali 2019 – the website & the blog
reading my own website is my favorite activity – going through my own state of mind in past, as how my mind as well as this site has developed one day at a time … i realized that building this website, which has 34 pages now (started with 5 pages in 2014) and the blog, which has 1668 entries (also started in 2014), are my biggest achievements in last 5 years .. this accomplishment is so paramount & a huge change in me, as being a student of mathematics & logic, i was never comfortable in writing … since my childhood, things are either so obvious to me that there is no need to write them, OR i never understood them, no matter how hard i tried writing or otherwise – a boolean scenario & in either case, i used to find it difficult to write about them.
the website is nothing but the current state of my mind – how i am able to connect Nature, Humans and Markets together with the help of physics, mathematics & economics … although i have my own versions of each of these disciplines as be-physics, be-Maths (be- stand for behavioral & emotional!) & behavioral economics & the blog is nothing but a collection of steps in this journey, which happened to be 1668 at this moment ..
moreover, all of this is one man effort; i.e. mua & no employees & no boss – the secret to my happiness ..!
Feb 2018 – Jul 2019 : v3
in Feb 2018, as volatility rose from 11 to 50 over three days in Feb, it was like the market is hit with an earthquake at +1 level [to what you are prepared for], which happened for the first time in 7 years of my trading life & allowed me to collect the market intricacies and behavior while experiencing an earthquake (or hurricane, which suites) .. & led to a new version of my thesis (v3) .. which turned me into a micro-trader (my own term) versus a day-trader (v2).
v3 was about discovering the fine moves of Ms. Market going against the machines; e.g. how pressure is developed over a period and released (yes, market and earthquake behaviors are similar .. don’t you feel that way?) … in terms of intra-day structures and patterns (equiv. to design patterns in object orientated modeling for tech dudes) & their relationship with external forces.
as i traveled to various destinations to solidify my thoughts:
v3.1 (Apr) : Aspen, Co & Cancun, Mexico
v3.2 (Sep) : Los Angeles, CA
v3.3 (Nov) : Maui, HI
v3.4 (Jan 2019) : Snow hikes in Zion, UT
an year+ long journey with single theme .. at each travel point, i feel that i have accomplished so much, and always get new ideas; but there is no way i even had a slightest thought that i was 2.5 years away from the completion of v5, as in Jul 2021.
Jan 2018: VIP’s Trading Station
“Time is the most precious commodity, convertible into money; however, the reverse is not true”
the pictures in next section is what i wake up to each morning (0430 AM PST) to go to work, which happens to be 20 feet away from my bedroom – a dream come true ..!
inspired by star trek, the only TV show i saw in my childhood, & based on my own design, the trade station captures everything that impacts our financial lives around the world & space, round the clock, & then processes, analyzes & presents so i can trade … it works mostly in auto pilot mode, as i work & snooze, during multiple shifts in a day … it took countless number of dreams (i work while sleeping as well) & iterations & lots of dollars to build … it is so intelligent that i trust the keyboards, mice and screens more than myself … as the machines do what they are supposed to do, & tell me what i should do, which is not much … & all i have to do is play like an orchestra and the music flows (see the connection with music!) which turns into money.
the theme here is “black & white” … the station consists of 8 computers & laptops, 24 screens (Sep 2018) & other pieces of hardware … all glass, metal & leather furniture supporting the black & white theme … it covers 345 degrees over two layers, with me in the center … so, i think in “black & white” (several smart people have told me this), live in “black & white” (the pictures tell all), work in “black & white” (market only moves as long or short), using computers which store and process data in “black & white” (i.e. zeros and ones) & am rewarded in “black & white” – i.e. at the end of the day either i make or lose money ..!
the number of employees needed to run the business: uno (me), even though the yearly trading volume quadrupled between 2014 & 2018.
Trade Station History (design & implementation) over a decade (2014 – 2023)
Thanksgiving 2017: cooking – my latest adventure
until the age of 23, i never did anything in the kitchen, then i stayed in Mumbai on a work assignment for one year and learned first thing about cooking so I survived on Maggi for a long time and then created my classic bhindi (okra) dish, when i had no other choice; then at age 27, i migrated to USA and had my second experience with cooking; but i never thought that i could become passionate & serious about cooking.
well, as they say, it is never too late to learn something new … & i can say proudly that beside perfecting my trading, cooking has become my second most passion & the biggest accomplishment of 2017 … so, during this month of Thanksgiving, i would like to share my own creations .. My cooking Venture, but this is just the beginning.
food (in addition to yoga & meditation), is not only a source of energy, but an important factor to improve the state of your mind … a happy mind & a health body are the main drivers of my success in trading … as of this writing (Nov 2017), i have eliminated all canned food items from my kitchen, although i do use frozen (precooked) items.
& what do you think would be the next ventures .. painting … VIP & Art – seriously …?
Sep 2017: blogging
achieved the milestone of blogging the 1000th post on my blog … an daily open diary capturing my personal as well as trading journey since 2014 .. interestingly, my monthly hits have also become 3x in last three years … this website now has 30+ pages (my on-line book at no cost to anyone who is interested in a piece of my mind) based on my research & collection of experiences under Markets, Humans, Nature, Economy, History, myself (VIP) & My travels.
[Apr 2016 – an old update] – wrote 500+ blog postings (yashikablog.tumblr.com) in last two years related to financial news … looking the news from human behavior perspective, while trying to make it funny … plus, developed five chapters (Markets, Humans, Universe, World & USA) on the site in context of financial markets and human behavior – to promote financial education,
building the site and writing the blog were audacious attempts on my part, as writing has never been my strength in my corporate or school life ..!
July 2017: with Steve Forbes on Forbes marketing brochure
Jan 2017 – Lake Las Vegas: YV II
Yashika Ventures moves into its own palace by the lake – TAL MAHAL
Feb 2016: teaching as a volunteer
teaching international trade, entrepreneurship & stock market to middle school students as a volunteer
middle school is a perfect age to teach students, as they are curious to learn & explore new things and not old enough (like high school kids) to think that they already know everything.
Jul 2015: attended an astrology class
the outcome of the class is that to learn the impact of universe on human behavior … with astrology, i could make several breakthroughs in understanding human behavior & stock markets & NOT to predict the future.
but it doesn’t end here, rather it the one of the key topics of next decade
Feb 2015: my journey, my hamsafar
an ultimate driving machine for the penultimate explorer…
Jun 2015: “VIP is ahead of himself,” says Charles Payne on FOX … as i think dollar will decide the market direction in second half of 2015.
Oct 2014 – lived, walked & traded on the strip in Vegas … can one work for 16 hour days, make serious money & not get involved in casino gambling, while living on the strip.
now, that’s a solid contrarian behavior.
Sep 2014 – VIP @ NYSE .. a dream come true where you can find the history of the city as well as the exchange and some really old trading instruments like tape reader … the famous opening & closing bells are rung; however, there are no bells … and the top view of the city is like no other.